Since my last entry, things have been going by fast, but with the same routine. School, work, school, work, work, work. I had, what I thought, was my 3rd interview with Best Buy, but really, next Thursday will be my 3rd interview. They seem to really like me and I told them I will work any department, they seem to think that stock and loading/ unloading trucks will be good for me for the time being.
Lily is getting quite big, she's so pretty, and turning out to be a very good dog. She's becoming a good watch dog; I walked in my house late at night and she was sleeping in my mother's room, she got up and barked at me, but it calmed her when she heard my voice. I'm glad she's protective of her family.
I'm starting a new project for myself. A "365" project, one picture, every day, for one entire year. Most of the pictures have been a polaroid look right now. I'll post the first 4 in an album.
I've become quite close with 2 girls in my advanced digital photography class. Belinda is one, she's 32 and has 2 girls, but is currently screwing one of the guys in our class, no big to me, I've heard worse. Elise is another, she's my age and is a lesbian, boyish looking (that may sound me, but she makes a good looking guy) We stayed after class for like an hour and a half just talking. We talked about everything from: Belinda screwing Philip, to Elise having sex with other girls, to the shock of me being a virgin. We planned on going up to Palomar Mountain next month to have a Blair Witch Project remake, which should be pretty fun. Also, our class is taking an "field trip" to an abandon hospital in LA. Pretty excited about that too.
I guess on the 7th, I'm going with Ryan, Parry, Jon and Ryan's parents to Knott's Berry Farm, they want to prepare me for roller coasters so I'll go to Six Flags with them. That should be interesting. Speaking of Ryan, that seems to be the only person I see anymore. Once in a while we'll hang out with Parry and Job, I'll see Laura for a couple minutes before she goes to her class. I hardly ever see Marissa. I haven't seen Cooper in weeks, which all of this sucks. Especially when they all have other plans, such as this weekend. Cooper is with, of course, Kyle. Marissa is in San Fransisco with Amanda and Kristin. Ryan is out camping with his "tribe" against his will. So, I'm home, pretty much alone, on a Friday night.
On a completely different note, I'm getting tired of being single. Not that hanging out with Ryan is helping me at all with guys. That is my fault of course. I do flirt with some guys that come into my work, but then they leave of course. No one is attractive in any of my classes, so that doesn't help me either. I'm not entirely too social, that doesn't help. So I'm not sure what I'm gonna do about that, but I'm not worried about it I guess.
Oh, and on another completely different note, it turns out I am a lot more flexible and strong than I thought. I'm above average in flexibility, I can bench press 150 lbs and leg press 210 lbs, who knew? I guess going to the gym 2-3 times a week is paying it's dues.

I was awoken this morning by my mother consoling Earl. He got really sick in the night and started to bleed from his behind. We took him to the vets to see if they could help. They're running tests on him right now. I'm so worried about him, I love that dog.
I went to San Diego with Ryan to his scout head quarters or what ever it is. It was nice just driving with the moon roof open listening to music, it made me forget all the bad things that have been going on.
Pyper's funeral is Friday morning, Ryan and I are going to it, I'm so nervous though, I haven't been to a funeral since I was 9.
I feel so sad lately. I just want someone to hug me and tell me everything is going to be fine...